The only reason I cant say yes is because I’m going to miss flirting with him.
Now I’ll lie through my teeth as I do as I please someone will get hurt but it won’t be me. Am I being selfish or a little bit free?
(via annemeetsworld)
Meth over me.
Please stop the yelling, please stop fighting. It’s funny you do this without even deciding. You have no control, you don’t even care. The way it has taken your mind, it isn’t fair. I never Had a choice, I never had a say. But is not like I would have gotten my way. You were my mommy, but there was no love and you pushed me away. You never held me and told me that it would be okay. You were my daddy but it makes you treat me like shit. You’re still hitting the pipe and it makes me sick. Mommy is missing and daddys gone crazy. You’re suppose to choose me, I am your baby. Please don’t cry, and please don’t shake, This is what happens when you can’t get your crank. You’ve ruined your life and you’ve messed up mine, And no thanks to you, I’ll maybe be fine.
—written by me April 6, 2010
